The only thing they are good for right now is to piss me off. If they don't want to hang out with me, then fine...I don't need them, Just don't lie to me. Especially when I end up at the same place you are at. And then telling me that you'll call back, and then you don't, and I run into you out and about. So you invite me over, and then ignore me. Fuck it...I don't need them. Just one less tie to my old life. I'm changing, and so is everything about me. The only thing I want to keep the same is my family. They will always be there for me, they support me, and love me. And I'm not going to make any kind of effort to keep friends...if they care about me, they'll call me. I'm willing to put money down to say that Jenn will call as soon as Heather leaves for school again. No, she'll call me on Wednesday when Heather is in San Diego. I'm pissed...and I won't answer the phone. If she can't call me unless she's bored, then I don't need to be used like that...I'm going to go and eat...I'm pissed...I need a distraction. ~~Nicole